1. Queering Performance

    What follows a strict chronology has no memory.

              —Lyn Hejinian, My Life

    Longing produces modes of both belonging and ‘being long’ or persisting over time.

              —Elizabeth Freeman, Time Binds: Queer Temporalities, Queer Histories


    November 10, 2011                                                                                     

    To begin

    To begin in time

    To imagine alternatives

    As forms of doubt and curiosity

    As persistent restlessness

    As a form of resistance

    Brennan Gerard and Ryan Kelly

    Reusable Parts/Endless Love

    Homage/critique

    Begins and begins again

    In 2010, Gerard and Kelly encountered Tino Sehgal’s Kiss at the Guggenheim. Drawn to both its physical and ephemeral nature, as well as Seghal’s consistently heteronormative casting, Gerard and Kelly visited the piece several times to create an audio score of the work, “notating the dancers’ movements as accurately as possible and in real time. We deciphered the work consisted of a roughly 12-minute choreography, performed on a loop.”

    An other is a possibility, isn’t it.

               —Lyn Hejinian, My Life

    Initial performances that stemmed from the recording consisted of reenactments with the heterosexual couple replaced by same-sex pairs and trios. However, Gerard and Kelly didn’t want to “simply swap one representation for another” a seemingly superficial response that parallels the all-too familiar gay-friendly trend to “normalize” or “equalize” queer lifestyles without challenging the status quo that excluded them in the first place. Reusable Parts/Endless Love is not a reenactment of Sehgal’s work, but a queer critique of notions of progress, a reconstructed system, an experiment of the body in time.

    Experienced as an installation, spectators move in and around five partitions composed of two mobile walls meeting at right angles. Cylindrical speakers suspended by copper wires hang in a grid-like pattern over the floor. The moving spectator becomes part of the work. Time is not marked in seconds, minutes or linear narrative, but the mere repetition of language and movement.

    “His hands on her lower back.”

    “She’s straddling his right thigh.”

    “Hand on her crotch.”

    “Three steps…and she’s crawling towards him.”

    Observation becomes text. Text becomes score. And score is transformed into movement. After three dancers (Yves Laris Cohen, Jose Tena and Roger Prince) have created their own scores, a fourth dancer, devynn emory, steps in to observe and record the movements of the three dancers. This generates a new 12-minute score, which is then performed as a duet watched by two other dancers. New duets are formed and new scores are generated.

    We are caught in a recursive loop. Time slows, stammers…falters. The highly systematic approach feels senseless amidst the heaving and determined bodies in the room. No longer am I trying to follow the rules of the system, rather feel time’s effects; its tactility reverberating in my psyche. Gender roles are reversed. Genders meld into one another and expand upon each other. Intimacy reveals itself in repetition with variation. The present signifies not a continuation of the past, but a series of layers—an accumulation. Time does not signify progression, but an investigative poetics of bodies in space.

    Gerard and Kelly cast a marvelous group of dancers, all of who possess distinct identities that antagonize society’s restrictive gender binary. Cohen, a transgender performer, opens the Thursday night performance by reciting Gerard and Kelly’s recording (via headphones) as accurately as possible, including all the slips, hesitations, and elongations, into a recording device. He has a powerful presence, bearing an uncanny similarity to a play-by-play announcer. As soon as he finishes recording, it is played back while he follows his own instruction, enacting both the “he” and the “she” of Sehgal’s Kiss. His movements are confident and mesmerizing to watch as he exhibits both a sense of ownership and estrangement in relationship to the words that surround him—familiar in that it is his voice, unfamiliar in its duel-gendered content. In an opposite corner, Tena’s speech is gentler and softer than Cohen’s. Language and movement are layered on top of one another to create a repetition with variation, a strange and seductive stutter.

    Where Sehgal’s dramatically drawn-out Kiss elongates chronology, Reusable Parts/Endless Love expands and twists it—queers it, suggesting that our bodily experience are the basis of our memories and identity. Reusable Parts/Endless Love privileges intimacy and our physical relationships with our bodies over maximum capitalist production. Emotions like passion, desire, empathy, and affection do not abide by the same rhythms as the 9-to-5 “work time” rather adopt a psychic space that has no predetermined logic or system.  

    Because of my body

    In the absence of system

    (It is both in ruins and still under construction)

              —Lisa Robertson, R’s boat

    In the end, a recording from one of the microphones used to generate one of the new scores is played back into the headphones of all the dancers. An uncomfortable silence pervades the room. The sounds of heavy breathing, falling, and the friction of cloth and carpet replace the multi-layered text scores. I am on the verge of tears. I am enthralled.

    Not the sum of parts

    But permutations

    Of bodily rhythms

    Imagine alternatives

    As substitute for progress

    Bodies and boundaries blur

    We have yet to begin…






    **Special thanks to Austin Alter.

     
  2. Card from Nature

    irregular season
    there isn’t moss growing
    feelings or facts
    a holding container
    lithe like the body late for rehearsal
    what of the wind’s vestige veering
    alphabetical weaving
    as in learning how to build
    as in leaning into it
    as in the forest is deeper than you would imagine
    as in fingers
    as in how to speak

    his name
    August 

    leaps 
    leapt
    left foot first
    red clothespins
    pinning green
    on a silver canoe

    we are the cruelest towards each other
    bumbling and weeping like paper lilies hiding from rain
    we succumb to the hardness of our immediate surroundings
    the youth come out of their joints in metropolitan unison
    sounds captured in miniature globes

    Alice
    a globe like no other

    I’m not afraid to begin again, with & from you
    what slices away at the ground beneath your feet?

    I step out of a bathtub into a puddle of water
    giving up my sense of verticality I ask
    what does it mean to be sexual?
    can I sit outside without my neighbors looking?
    why do words like “teaching” never sit well?
    what can or can’t be explained on your own two feet
    I sense vivid intersections
    I sense difficulties from smoking
    “I sense a different culture” one of them perked up and said
    what is?
    outsiders playing cards on folding chairs
    the decency of arrangement cast in deranged shadows
    the people looking at fake nature in reference to Cubism
    gratefully they drift towards the unexplained
    presence reassured

    feelings are facts that don’t bear a moral compass
           an administrative glitch
           an urge to underline

                 to the people

                 bending of trees
                 youngest of its kind

    the readymade is deceptively passing its consent to time
    the man behind the curtain wallpaper
    jeopardizes safety in a rush to modernize 

    Duchamp stumbled into the arena with one arm raised
    Johns used numbers as stand-in for his phenomena
    what Emerson would call an “alienated majesty”

    how about “bourgeois lyricism”?
    voice that isn’t my own
                   solemn overture

    a syllable is a suggestion 
    for making small talk
    bedraggled from the rain
    imagination thrives on habitat unbeknownst to the inhabitant
    history redeems itself in the object of restraint and contact
    “queer” not being relevant to the order
    but in hot celebration
    overall the women are opulent and contemporary
    they lounge in bathing suits
    joyously streamline through the water
    like synchronized swimmers
    monochrome
    difference seems not to exist
    but you can work your way out of it
    exotically






    **Image: Luigi Ghirri, Lago di Braies, 1978, C-print, 5 7/8 x 9 inches; 15 x 23 cm 

     
  3. Writing Through Writing Is an Aid to Memory

    I have stumbled upon a voice that isn’t my own 
    I do not suppose I really am a consolation 
    glue is used on almost all occasions that are to be 
    numbers as stand-in phenomena joined to achieve 
    what you would call an “alienated majesty”
    the readymade is deceptively passing its consent to time 
    churning radiance on a handsome display history 
    as part of the object as part of contact to wish
    something different is long enough briskly forgotten
    round is not a shape streamlining through the water 
    distinction suck speech playful and emasculating face 
    uncertain those swimming animals should be swimming 
    joyously by putting a tiny object into it 
    a syllable is a suggestion 

    contemporary boredom
    is the beginning of inclusion
    his eyes were closed by a student and close friend

    an infinite strange good in length straightened in bad taste
    a cat is “in time” j
    ostling and whistling through the backyard floor
    between wind and water a queer character 
    outsider peers 
    over the curvature in curiously nervous scenes by condemning 
    straight colors
     joyously swerving over the permeable text
    indifference is the language of ennui
    curiosity is worked into a word 
    beguiled by the cat 
    memory is a trick of coincidence which overturned 
    has invisibly legible use 
    likewise we are parting with description 
    termed blue may be perfectly blue 
    arranged transparency occurs 
    all small colors have colors with an infinite number of images
    obscure inflated currencies who deals in flowers 
    whom we love is ourself in multiplication
     regularly





    *all italicized text from Lyn Hejinian’s Writing Is an Aid to Memory
    **Image: Jasper Johns, Untitled, 2010. Graphite of paper, 30 5/16 x 22 inches.